Deibel, Matthew JA.
Suddenly, I Didn't Want to Die.
Degree: MFA, College of the Arts / School of Art, 2015, Kent State University
Suddenly I Didn’t Want to Die is a visual
documentation of an individual experiencing war. The body of work
contains four sculptures, thematically connected that investigate
the artist’s perspective from his involvement in the war in Iraq.
Excerpts from his personal journal begin the thesis and help
establish the psychological mindset he was in during the war and
shortly after. Deibel explores his experiences through
3-Dimensional forms that help to visually explain personal
struggle. The sculptures presented represent a timeline of events
supporting each other’s cathartic references through visual cues.
The works are all connected through one man’s experience but reach
a broad audience through accessible, recognizable
Advisors/Committee Members: Farnsworth, Isabel (Advisor), O'keeffe, Paul (Committee Chair).
Subjects/Keywords: Armed Forces; Art Criticism; Art History; Fine Arts; sculpture; 3D art; dog tags; personnel identification tags; barbed wire; cow dung; operation Iraqi freedom; operation enduring freedom; Marine Corps; USMC; veteran; veteran artist; war; Iraq; Afghanistan; casualties; catharsis
…as an artist and a
person. I was a witness to violent acts against people and yet on the… …years of evaluating my perspective as a combat veteran and my
difficulty transitioning out of… …involvement in the Iraq war. I am in conflict about my position as a veteran. I am not ashamed
to Zotero / EndNote / Reference
APA (6th Edition):
Deibel, M. J. (2015). Suddenly, I Didn't Want to Die. (Masters Thesis). Kent State University. Retrieved from http://rave.ohiolink.edu/etdc/view?acc_num=kent1447960178
Chicago Manual of Style (16th Edition):
Deibel, Matthew JA. “Suddenly, I Didn't Want to Die.” 2015. Masters Thesis, Kent State University. Accessed July 09, 2020.
MLA Handbook (7th Edition):
Deibel, Matthew JA. “Suddenly, I Didn't Want to Die.” 2015. Web. 09 Jul 2020.
Deibel MJ. Suddenly, I Didn't Want to Die. [Internet] [Masters thesis]. Kent State University; 2015. [cited 2020 Jul 09].
Available from: http://rave.ohiolink.edu/etdc/view?acc_num=kent1447960178.
Council of Science Editors:
Deibel MJ. Suddenly, I Didn't Want to Die. [Masters Thesis]. Kent State University; 2015. Available from: http://rave.ohiolink.edu/etdc/view?acc_num=kent1447960178