Deibel, Matthew JA.
Suddenly, I Didn't Want to Die.
Degree: MFA, College of the Arts / School of Art, 2015, Kent State University
Suddenly I Didn’t Want to Die is a visual
documentation of an individual experiencing war. The body of work
contains four sculptures, thematically connected that investigate
the artist’s perspective from his involvement in the war in Iraq.
Excerpts from his personal journal begin the thesis and help
establish the psychological mindset he was in during the war and
shortly after. Deibel explores his experiences through
3-Dimensional forms that help to visually explain personal
struggle. The sculptures presented represent a timeline of events
supporting each other’s cathartic references through visual cues.
The works are all connected through one man’s experience but reach
a broad audience through accessible, recognizable
Advisors/Committee Members: Farnsworth, Isabel (Advisor), O'keeffe, Paul (Committee Chair).
Subjects/Keywords: Armed Forces; Art Criticism; Art History; Fine Arts; sculpture; 3D art; dog tags; personnel identification tags; barbed wire; cow dung; operation Iraqi freedom; operation enduring freedom; Marine Corps; USMC; veteran; veteran artist; war; Iraq; Afghanistan; casualties; catharsis
…Die occupies on a 48’ wall. It is constructed of
6,833 personnel identification tags and… …the personal identification tags. I carefully
installed the figures realizing that they were… …identification tags transition into
rigid brad nails placed into the wall. As you move in closer… …undulations among the tags can be
observed as the personnel identification tags subtly shift in and… …identification tags, there are 6,833 of
them; one for each military member killed in Operations Iraqi…
to Zotero / EndNote / Reference
APA (6th Edition):
Deibel, M. J. (2015). Suddenly, I Didn't Want to Die. (Masters Thesis). Kent State University. Retrieved from http://rave.ohiolink.edu/etdc/view?acc_num=kent1447960178
Chicago Manual of Style (16th Edition):
Deibel, Matthew JA. “Suddenly, I Didn't Want to Die.” 2015. Masters Thesis, Kent State University. Accessed July 09, 2020.
MLA Handbook (7th Edition):
Deibel, Matthew JA. “Suddenly, I Didn't Want to Die.” 2015. Web. 09 Jul 2020.
Deibel MJ. Suddenly, I Didn't Want to Die. [Internet] [Masters thesis]. Kent State University; 2015. [cited 2020 Jul 09].
Available from: http://rave.ohiolink.edu/etdc/view?acc_num=kent1447960178.
Council of Science Editors:
Deibel MJ. Suddenly, I Didn't Want to Die. [Masters Thesis]. Kent State University; 2015. Available from: http://rave.ohiolink.edu/etdc/view?acc_num=kent1447960178